[5.3.2013]

I thought it was about time to make a outfit post again, though not lolita, just my casual clothing.

Outfit Rundown

Blouse - H&M

Pants - H&M

Shoes - Sacha

Bowtie - Gift

[22.1.2013]

For today I have an all-male outfit for a change to show. I got the blouse quite recently and I love it alot. It's the first male blouse that fits me, because I had trouble with finding one that wasn't too wide at the shoulders for me. So, I was lucky to find this one ♥ And it's blue!

Outfit Rundown

Blouse - H&M

Longsleeve - H&M

Pants - H&M

Shoes - Dr. Martens

Necklace - Six

I was playing around with my camera, and made these photo's as well:

[19.1.2013]

Today I felt like wearing my lovely blue dress (｡◕‿◕｡)♥

I didn't felt like putting on make-up, so here's my naked face haha!  The tights I'm wearing is also one of my favourites, but unfortunately after these photo's I accidently made a ladder in it :C

Outfit Rundown

Dress - H&M

Tights - Fly Away Fashion
Shoes - Shoe Outlet

Wig - Lockshop

Hair accesories - H&M

Fake Fur Collar - H&M

Necklace - Nordstrom

Rings - Gift / H&M

Bracelet - Intertoys

[8.1.2013]

A different outfit again, not lolita or casual. I was looking for this dress in my closet but couldn't find it. But then I looked again, and saw it was hidden between some other 'casual' dresses, haha! I decided to wear this red wig with it, because I hadn't worn it for ages. I've only worn it twice!

Outfit Rundown

Dress - H&M

Blouse - H&M

Tights - Tally Weijl

Shoes - LingLam

Wig - Ebay

Necklace - H&M

I also cleared the windowsill from all the cards we have gotten. Such a big pile! ♥ Now I have to look where I can keep them, as I always keep cards that are send to me by friends. I've also made a photo of 'the other side'. As you can see we still have some boxes to unpack (no clue where I have to store everything though). And there's also the door to one of our balconies. Can't wait for summer to arrive so that we can sit outside, or just to open those doors for a nice, gentle breeze. (｡◕‿◕｡)

Ties and studs

So here is another outfit post. Nothing too fancy though, but I hope you will like it.

I really want to buy more bowties, I love them ♥ 

Outfit Rundown

Blouse - H&M

Pants - H&M

Bowtie - H&M

Shoes - Sacha

Rings - H&M/Gift

Sheer Wednesday

My outfit posts are getting a bit boring, sorry for that!

I hope I will be in the mood for a lolita outfit soon, and that I will have time to wear it.
Today I'm wearing the blouse I just bought, with the sheer fabric.
And my hair is at such a annoying lenght! At this moment I have to straighten it everyday.
I can't wait for my hair to be long again ♥

Outfit Rundown
Blouse - H&M (woman)
Top - H&M (woman)

Pants - H&M (men)

Shoes - Outlet

Necklace - Tourist shop

Pointing Up

A simple outfit again. I like the t-shirt because of it's simplicity and wearing it in combination of an all black outfit (except the shoes) it stands out alot more ♥

Outfit Rundown

T-Shirt - H&M

Longsleeve - H&M

Pants - C&A
Shoes - Adidas

Black and Blue

This is just a simple outfit from a few days ago. I wore this at a parents information evening, for my other job. Since I didn't know what to wear for such thing, I just went for a very simple look. And yay for self-timer!

Outfit Rundown

Vest - H&M

Sweater - The Sting

Pants - H&M

Shoes - Doc. Martens

And completely off topic, but I love sweets, so I got myself some donuts ♥ Though I only ate the pink one, as my partner ate the rest of them! *nomnomnom*

Dolly Kei Meet-up

The end of September there was a Dolly Kei/Mori/Cult Party Kei meet-up, in 's-Hertogenbosch (also known as Den Bosch. My place of birth. I also wanted to come along, even though I had nothing in my wardrobe that matches any of these fashionstyles. I love these styles, but I love it even more to see my friends wearing it. So, I decided to come along just for fun, because I always love to hang around with friends.

First we sat somewhere to drink a bit, and ate a traditional "Bossche Bol" that is from the Dutch city of 's-Hertogenbosch, which is a pastry filled with whipped cream and coated entirely or almost entirely with (usually dark) chocolate. After that we had a little boat trip around the city, and heared alot of information about the city. When the tour was finished, we were getting hungry, and went to a restaurant and ate pancakes.

This was my outfit for the meet-up, nothing fancy though, but I take any opportunity to wear my red soft pants ♥

Outfit Rundown
Hat - H&M
Vest - H&M
Sweater - The Sting

Pants - H&M

Shoes - Doc. Martens

Necklace - Religion shop in Den Bosch

This photo is made by Anne, where I'm eating the Bossche Bol. Though I use knife and fork (it's traditionally being eaten with hands) but I don't want to get dirty hands. And with chocolate you get dirty hands very easily :p

Timeline

I was looking through some old photo's and thought it might be fun to show you how I looked like some years ago. And than I came to the idea to make a timeline. I have never been girly, though maybe some people thought I was a girly girl before my coming-out.

Several people only know me since the time I started to wear lolita. But before I discovered it, I didn't dressed girly at all. I never wore skirts, or  make-up. I always wore trousers and t-shirst. I disliked the color pink and wouldn't wear it at all. And at times when I used make-up it was always only some eyeliner. Around 2008 I started to use some eyeshadow, mostly using (light) pink or black. This was also the time I discovered lolita. As you can see in my timeline, you see that I became more feminine from that moment on. In those years I started to wear dresses and skirts alot besides lolita, until I couldn't take it anymore. Which resulted in my coming-out last march.

It was so hard to find some photo's from the year 2003 until 2006, because I hardly took any photo's of myself. I didn't really enjoyed making those because I was very insecure about myself in that period due to my genderdysphoria and me being completely certain of it. Most of my photo's are starting from the year 2009, because due to lolita I became more secure. It gave me alot of confidence because when I had put on a dress I felt more pretty. And I was happy to have found more people who dressed like this and joined our local lolita community. I gained alot of good friends due to this fashionstyle and I'm very gratefull for that. And being with my current partner for almost 6 years has also changed me alot. This wonderfull person has been with me at my best and my lowest. I wouldn't be in my current situation if I didn't had all these amazing people around me ♥

How did you dressed before you discovered lolita?
Was it a completely different style?

Higher and higher

Today I really wanted to wear my boots, that I had bought a while ago. I found them for sale from someone who only tried them on once but didn't liked them So I was lucky ^^

I really like these boots, they make me feel taller! ♥

With these shoes on I'm 1.76m. I also bumped my head against my bed because I forgot I was taller, lol!

These photo's look so silly, but I had to use the selftimer. 

I forgot to smile on the first photo which makes me look angry, that's why I had put a big heart on my face. 

On the second photo I was looking if the camera was doing anything, and then *SNAP*! 

When I'm not going outside I'm wearing my hair like this, because when my hair will be long again I will wear it like this, so my hair needs to get used to this style again, since I usually wear my hair differently. Haven't done anything with my hair today, how lazy of me! 

Also, do you see the stupid line that's coming from underneath my shirt? That's my binder. I haven't worn it for ages due to my lungs, and today I felt like trying it out again. I have worn it for only a few hours and then I couldn't take it anymore. I had to take it off. I really can't wait until I will have my top surgery so that I won't have to deal with binders anymore, and not having those troubles with my lungs.

Outfit Rundown

T-shirt - (DIY) H&M

Vest - H&M
Pants - H&M
Shoes- Fantasy shoes london

Job interview

So yesterday I had the job interview. It went pretty well. 

But I will here the good/bad news on friday. So I have to wait a bit longer.

This was my outfit for the job interview. 

I chose a casual outfit.

And the sun was shining hard..that means..sunglasses!!

And  a detailphoto of my rings and necklace. My nails are getting long again~♥

Mirror photo~

I look so different with normal clothing!

Our mirror. I love all my necklaces around it. And I even started to install my sunglasses on it hihi..

Outfit Rundown:

Longsleeve: H&M

Shirt: H&M

Jeans: H&M

Shoes: H&M

Necklace: H&M (detailshot)/Offbrand (mirror photo)

Bracelets: H&M/Handmade

Rings: Offbrand/gift

Hair accesories: H&M

After my job interview I went to some shops and bought the following.

I bought the noodles and 2 jars at the Xenos, the beads, hairclips and platic storages at some cheap store, here in Eindhoven. I can be more creative again now! The hairclips are for my dolls.

And I went to the other H&M we have, and bought some nice things as well there.

Another pair of €1,- sunglasses they still had in sale, and the necklaces are from the child's department. One is a  bearnecklace, so I needed to have it, and the other one is ablack skull necklace with ring. I believe that one is from the little boys department..Oh well. And the ring is so small, it only fits my pinky! I'm already wearing the bearnecklace right now, with my Fantastic Dolly dress.

Outfit

First, welcome new followers!
I'm sorry for this non-lolita outfit post~
I thought it would be nice to post something else.

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I like how my little star tattoo is shown with this outfit~♥

I think if the heels of my shoes were smaller and a bit higher , it would have looked better, oh well!

Outfit Rundown:
Dress: H&M
Bolero: Coolcat
Tights: Claire's
Shoes: Sacha
Hair acceosries: H&M
Bracelets: Handmade