dinsdag 28 februari 2012


After the concert we went to a bar and get something to drink, but we didn't went there for long, because the music was so loud that we didn't understand each other, unless you would scream to just say something. So, we went outside and walk with our friends, and saying goodbyes.

When we got home I felt really tired, and my feet hurted like hell, because I was wearing my high heels (dumb mistake). I will wear flat shoes the next time for sure! I put off my coat and my wig, and walked to my pet. And then I was in shock, because my sweet, sweet gerbil pet Mini layed there dead. I just couldn't believe it, because she looked incredibly healthy and no signs of sickness. I told about Mini several posts ago I think, about Mini being sick. But the day after she was acting all normal again, like always and being active and eating lot as well.  Perhaps she died of too much stress from the moving, or just due to the age, because gerbils don't become so old. I suppose I will never know.

I feel like such a worthles petowner, but I know I always took care of my pets the best way possible, and I know I was a good owner. But still, I do feel guilty...And now her cage is all empty, and I feel the tears coming up in my eyes just as I'm typing this news. You can imagine the complete silence that there is now. No Mini chewing on something, or eating, or goofing around.. Now all my dear gerbils are gone.. MMM is no longer (Mollie-Muffin-Mini). I named all of them with the letter M in the beginning, so they were the three M's, like Moi-Même-Moitié. As you can see it really is my favourite lolita brand.

I actually got these sweeties after my third collapsed lung, so I wasn't alone when I was at home and recovering. They helped me through hard times and feeling lonely, and always cheered me up alot! Just looking at them could cheer me up, because they did so many silly things..

The last video I took of Mini, on Februari the 19th.
I really miss them all so much :(

5 opmerkingen:

  1. I am so sorry to hear she has passed.
    I know It really sucks losing a pet.

  2. I'm so sad for Mini and for you dear ;_;
    I send you a big embrace, sorry if I can't do anything for you...

  3. So sad that Mini passed away..
    Losing a pet is awful!